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Behavior Circle
01:51
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GONNA FALL DOWN A BIG HOLE
DOWN A MUDDY HOLE IN THE GROUND
A BIG WET HOLE IN THE FUCKING GROUND
GONNA FALL RIGHT DOWN A HOLE
A BIG SMELLY HOLE IN THE GROUND
GONNA FALL IN A HOLE
RIGHT DOWN A HOLE IN THE GROUND
A BIG SMELLY HOLE IN THE GROUND
GONNA FALL DOWN A BIG HOLE
BIG FUCKING HOLE IN THE GROUND
FALL DOWN A BIG MUDDY HOLE
A BIG SMELLY HOLE IN THE GROUND
A MAN IS LIVING DOWN THERE
HE LIVES DOWN THERE
IN THE MUD AND SMELLY DIRT
HE’S WEARING A HAT COVERED IN MUD
A FISHERMAN HAT WITH A BIG STUPID EYEPATCH?
WHAT’S HE NEED IT FOR THEN
IF IT KEEPS ON SWITCHING SIDES?
WHAT’S HE EVEN DOING DOWN HERE ANYWAY?
DOES HE KNOW THE SCORE?
CRAWLING ROUND IN A BIG MUDDY HOLE
IN THE FILTH AND THE DIRTH
HIS GRIP IS TIGHT AND QUITE NICE HE’S GOT A SOLID GRIP
A GOOD HARD HOLD OF MY DICK HE’S SQUEEZING IT HARD
SQUEEZING THE MUD OUT
SQUEEZING AND FORCING THE MUD OUT OF MY URETHRA
HE’S SQUEEZING IT OUT
SQUEEZING AND FORCING MUD OUT OF MY DICK
BIG SMELLY HOLE IN THE GROUND
GONNA FALL DOWN A BIG HOLE
BIG FUCKING HOLE IN THE GROUND
FALL DOWN A BIG MUDDY HOLE
A BIG SMELLY HOLE IN THE GROUND
BIG SMELLY HOLE IN THE GROUND
GONNA FALL DOWN A BIG HOLE
BIG FUCKING HOLE IN THE GROUND
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2. |
House Sexualus
04:24
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NO HOMO
THE BANE OF THOSE DISCONCERTING STRAIGHT MEN
NOT FOR THE DISCOMFORT THAT TAKES THEM WHEN
FACED WITH HOMOEROTIC:
IMAGERY
THOUGHTS
THEIR FLAWED CONCEPTS OF IDYLLIC MANHOOD
IT TASTES RED IN YOUR CHEST WHEN IT GETS SAID
IT RINGS QUEER AROUND YOUR PERIORAL
EXAGGERATED AND ARTIFICIAL
MUCH LIKE THE NATURE OF LANGUAGE ITSELF
SERVES ONLY TO DEEPEN THIS PROFOUND LIE
SO WHAT THEN CONSTITUTES A REAL FAGGOT?
WALKING AROUND WITH YOUR LIMBS ALL SEVERED
OR GAPING WOUNDS THAT COVER YOUR BODY
THOSE “GIFTED” TRAITS AND PSYCHOTROPIC TREATMENTS
BEHAVIOR SENSORY CENTERS MELT DOWNS
REPORTS RECEIVING DISSATISFACTORY CARE
REJECTION SENSITIVE SELF-PERCEPTION
ORAL REPRIMANDS ON GUILT VACATIONS
YOUR OSCILLATING PERSONALITIES
SCAN THE ROOM FOR LISTENING DEVICES
CHARTS ALL READ PATIENT IS NON-COMPLIANT
I’M SICK AND FED UP WITH GETTING CALLED SLURS
BECAUSE YOU STRAIGHT MEN WANT IT UP THE ASS
THEY ONLY EVER GET ONE THING FROM ME
KNOW YOUR FUCKING PLACE
KNOW YOUR FUCKING PLACE
NO HOMO
YOU TAKE A BEATING AND SCREAM ABOUT IT
I TAKE A BEATING AND SCHEME ABOUT IT
YOU TAKE A BEATING AND CREAM ABOUT IT
I TAKE A BEATING AND DREAM ABOUT IT
YOU TAKE A BEATING
KNOW YOUR FUCKING PLACE
KNOW YOUR FUCKING PLACE
NO HOMO
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3. |
Detransitioned
06:11
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ONE MORE TIME FROM THE TOP
DID YOU EVER GET DONE AND DIRTY?
DONE DIRTY AND MISDIRECTED?
MISDIRECTED AT YOUR MOST IMPRESSIONABLE
IMPRESSIONABLE AND MOST VULNERABLE
WHAT DOES THAT HAVE IN COMMON
WITH PERFORMATIVE EMOTIONAL INSTABILITY
OR YOUR FAGGOTY BLACK-METAL HAIRCUTS?
YOUR OWN DISGUSTING PEPPERMINT BODY SCRUB
THE OVERBEARING PETRICHOR OF PATCHOULI
DRAW YOUR OWN FUCKING CORRELATIONS
ALL THE WAY BACK
BACK TO WHEN YOU USED TO VALUE YOURSELF
BACK WHEN ALL YOUR BODY EVER GAVE YOU WAS SEX
I WAS TOLD IT WAS NONE OF MY CONCERN
I REMEMBER WHAT MAKES YOU EVEN A LITTLE CLEAN
REPETITIVELY SCRUBBING STINGING PRIVATE PARTS
PAINFUL TO THE TOUCH AND TEMPERATURE SENSITIVE
AND ISN’T THAT ALL YOU’VE EVER HAD?
WHAT YOU’VE HAD IS IT ALL BACKWARDS
THE ENTIRE FUCKING TIME
CRANE-NECKED TO SEE SWOLLEN TONSILS IN THE GLASS
WHERE YOU BURIED ALL THOSE MISERABLE NIGHTS
BENEATH FOAM CONTAINERS AND TAKEOUT RECEIPTS
THE FINAL RECITATION OF THE COMING COVENANT
THEN JUST ABSCOND ENTIRELY
FUCK RIGHT THE HELL OFF
BACK TO PAWN SHOPS AND GAS STATIONS
STUPIDLY FLICKING EMPTY LIGHTERS AND CIGARETTE BUTTS
START TO DRIVE REAL SLOW
YOUR RIPE RED ASS IS MY NEON LIGHT
NOBODY EVER WANTED YOUR COMPANY
NOT QUITE LIKE THE OTHER ONES
SO MUCH AS A LIST OF REASONS TO NEVER GO SWIMMING
SWOLLEN ORGANS ENGORGED LIKE THE GULF OF MEXICO
AND TWICE AS PACKED FULL OF ROTTEN SHIT
I THOUGHT THAT YOU HAD REAL ASPIRATIONS
I THOUGHT YOU HAD ACTUAL WANTS AND NEEDS
THIS TAROT SPREAD OF A THING YOU CALL A LIFE
A CLEVER ASSORTMENT OF EXPERIENCES AND SITUATIONS
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High-Voltage Vasectomy
02:33
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INCAPABLE OF ATTAINING ANY SORT OF A TANGIBLE MEANING
DRIFTING THROUGH PERSISTENT DIRECTIONLESSNESS
A LIFE WHERE NOT EVEN DEATH COULD AFFORD YOU SUCH ABSOLUTION
SPREADEAGLE UNDER A KNOTTED CHANDELIER OF TWISTED POLYESTER
YET TEMPTS YOUR UPWARD GAZE TOWARD THE CEILING RAFTERS
EVER CLOSER DRAWS YOUR PRINTED DATE OF EXPIRATION
AND IT’S LOOKING FRIENDLIER AND FRIENDLIER
SORROWFULLY CONFINED TO A SORT OF ELECTRONIC NARCISSISM
WASHES YOUR GLITCHED-OUT BODY IN BINARY SEX CODE FLUIDS
AND AS YOU’RE OVERCOME WITH IMPETUOUS DELUSIONS OF EXPERTISE
YOU ARE STILL NOT BEHELD AS THE VISIONARY YOU SAW WITHIN
AND YOU STILL CAN’T FIND RELEASE FROM THE DAY TO DAY
AND YOUR MORALS CRUMBLE LIKE CHEESE
CLEARLY YOU’RE DESENSITIZED TO IT ALL
CAUGHT UP IN THE DISILLUSION AND THE DISAPPOINTMENT
I THINK YOU NEED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP
I THINK YOU NEED TO MAKE THE REAL EFFORT
INSTEAD OF TRYING SO HARD YOU ACCOMPLISH MORE NOTHING
AND NOBODY’S EVER GONNA SHOOT YOU STRAIGHT
NOT LIKE YOU CAN
IT’S THE MALE-PATTERN INSECURITY
IT’S THE OBVIOUS FLAWS AND WEAKNESSES
THE SLOW EMASCULATION OF HAIR-LOSS
ATROPHIED MUSCLES SHRIVEL AND CONTRACT
YOUR PREVENTABLE UNATTRACTIVENESS
PHYSICAL SIGNS OF PERFECT LONELINESS
AND TO ACHIEVE GENETIC NIRVANA
REFUSAL TO SLICE OFF WHAT IS UGLY
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Daisy
04:57
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BLESS YOUR HEART AND BLESS YOUR SOUL
YOU CAN’T JUST KEEP DOING THIS TO YOURSELF
HAVE A LOOK DOWN AT DAISY
PICKING THEMSELVES BACK UP AGAIN
LORD HAVE MERCY ON THEIR PRECIOUS SOULS
AND THEIR TIGHT VIRGIN PUSSIES TOO
GONE TO THE STORE TO BUY MORE TIME
LITTLE MEAT WITH SOME SQUARES AND COFFEE
IT’S REALLY JUST OLD NEWS AT THIS POINT
AND YOU’RE HOLDING BACK SO MUCH STILL
STOP BEING LAZY
GET OUT THE SHOWER
YOU’RE AS FRESH AS A DAISY
FRESH AS A FUCKING DAISY
FRESH AS A FUCKING DAISY
TAKE A LOOK DOWN AT DAISY
THINK ABOUT HOW DIFFERENT THINGS USED TO BE
BACK WHEN YOU WERE BRIGHT AS A BOX OF BUTTONS
AND AS FIT AS A SOUTHERN FIDDLE
WET BEHIND THE EARS AND STILL GREEN IN YOUR HORNS
YOU CAN’T KEEP DOING THIS TO YOURSELF
LORD HAVE MERCY
CAKE FOUNDATION OVER FACIAL BRUISING
IT’S AGONY TO PUT IT ON
AND IT’S AGONY TO TAKE IT ALL OFF AGAIN
YOU WERE FRESH AS A DAISY
FRESH AS A FUCKING DAISY
FRESH AS A FUCKING DAISY
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The Faggot Walk
08:35
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HEY LITTLE FAGGOT LITTLE FAGGOT LOOK UP HERE
WHAT’S A WET-EARED QUEER’S GAMEPLAN FOR A BETTER AMERICA
ONE WHERE YOU WON’T GET WRISTS SLAPPED FOR TEARS SHED
OR BROKEN BONES FOR COMMON PETTY WEAKNESSES
OR THOSE CRINGY EFFEMINATE BOYHOOD MANNERISMS
FULL-COLOR CUTAWAYS AND DIAGRAMS OF MEN’S ANUSES
FORCED INTO EVERY HEALTH SCIENCE CLASSROOM CURRICULUM
PROMOTING HIV VACCINATIONS FOR CHILDREN AGES 3 AND UP
SO YOU CAN GET HANDED MORE FREE MEALS AND PRESCRIPTION PILLS
SO YOU CAN FILE APPEALS TO HAVE YOUR BULLIES BULLIED BACK
DON’T YOU THINK THAT’S MUCH MORE LIKE IT?
DON’T YOU FIND THAT SO MUCH MORE APPEALING?
BECAUSE I’M STARTING TO FUCKING REALIZE
THAT THE MORE I REALLY LOOK INTO IT
THE MORE YOU CAN’T JUST MAKE THIS SHIT UP
SO LET ME GIVE YOU SOME PERSPECTIVE
LET ME GIVE YOU THE ABSOLUTE FUCKING TRUTH
YOU HAD BETTER WALK
WALK THE FUCKING LINE
THERE NOW YOU GET IT TOO
THAT’S IT YOU LITTLE FAGGOT
THAT’S IT YOU TOO
THERE’S TOO MUCH OF ME AND NOT ENOUGH OF YOU
THAT’S WHY THEY HATE YOU PATHETIC LIMP-WRISTED FAIRIES
WITH YOUR PUMPED-UP SHITDICK PINK SOCK NECKS
YOUR WASTING TIME AND YOUR WASTING DISEASE
AND IF I HAVE TO HEAR ABOUT IT ONE MORE TIME
IF I HAVE TO HEAR ABOUT IT ONE MORE FUCKING TIME
I THINK I’M GOING TO BE PERMANENTLY SICK TO MY STOMACH
BECAUSE WE HAVE NO REAL CAPACITANCE FOR THE ANIMOSITY
OR THE HOSTILITY THAT IT RIGHTFULLY BRINGS
BUT ONLY FOR THE FASHIONABILITY OF IT ALL
AND THE THIN CAMOUFLAGE THAT IT AFFORDS US
SO HOLD TIGHT A FISTFUL OF HAIR AND ROUGH UP THE FACE
BLISTER THE LIPS AND DARKEN THE CHEEKS AND EYES
BECAUSE YOU LOVE THE WAY IT MAKES YOU LOOK
YOU CRAVE THE WAY IT FUCKING TASTES
IF ONLY YOU COULD SEE YOURSELF
AND STOP ACTING AS IF YOU COULD CHANGE THE FUCKING WORLD
IF ONLY THEY WOULD ENABLE IT AS MUCH AS THEY ENDORSE IT
FINANCE DRONE STRIKES ON DRAG BARS AND LGBT HEALTH CLINICS
SHOOT UP ALL THOSE CORPORATE PRIDE PARTIES AND PARADES
LIGHT THE PATH WITH MUZZLES FLASHING AND BOOKS BURNING
SO WE CAN SEE YOU LAYING NAKED IN THE STREETS
IN THE BONDAGE THAT WE GET TO PLACE UPON YOU
AND THAT’S WHAT LIVING AUTHENTICALLY MEANS TO US
AS IF YOU NEVER WANTED IT IN THE FIRST PLACE
AS IF THAT WASN’T THE IDEA OF IT ALL ALONG:
THAT IF WE BEAT YOU TIL YOU SAY IT
THAT’S WHEN WE SAY THAT YOU DESERVED IT
AND ONCE YOU START TO BELIEVE IT
THAT’S WHEN WE DENY IT’S TRUE
THAT’S IT NOW YOU GET IT
LITTLE FAGGOT YES YOU TOO
THERE’S TOO MUCH OF ME AND NOT ENOUGH OF YOU
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Solitary LifeDeath
01:29
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ONLY PERCHANCE WOULD YOU EVER DISPOSE OF YOURSELF
TO A MODICUM OF COIN-OPERATED SELF-CONSIDERATION
SO MUCH AS GO THROUGH THE FUCKING MOTIONS
WHEN YOU AREN’T SKIMMING THOSE WORN-OUT SNAPSHOTS
AFTER YEARS OF BORING UNENTHUSIASTIC ENTANGLEMENTS
YOUR MARGINAL SELF-WORTH STILL NOSEDIVING FURTHER
WITH EACH MECHANICAL THRUST INTO MY FRIGID TORSO
AND NOW I HATE THE WAY THAT YOU DEGRADE ME
THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL LESS LIKE A HOMOSEXUAL
YOU’LL MAKE YOUR PAINED REMARKS
KICK ME IN THE RIBS AND CALL ME A DOG
I MAKE YOU SAY THINGS LIKE “I HATE YOU”
YOU’LL CALL MY ASSHOLE STUPID THINGS
LIKE “BOY PUSSY” OR “DUDE CUNT”
MY EAGER FELLATIO PLEASURES YOU NO LONGER
AND MAKES YOU FEEL NAUSEOUS AND DISGUSTED
WITH CLIMAX ALWAYS JUST BEYOND YOUR SICK TOUCH
UNLESS YOU GRIP MY GREASY HEAD AND MARK MY FACE
UNLESS YOU GET TO MAKE ME BACK INTO HER
AND ALL FALLS BACK INTO AN UNEASY SILENCE
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